you're the perfect lullaby

Love have no rooms for mistakes.. Only lessons.. And yeaa, can say that I learn my lesson pretty well.. Hmm.. But then of course, r/s do need commitments from both party..

All I can say is that, if you're brave enough to love someone and make them yours, shouldn't you be brave enough as well to overcome all the obstacles that you have to face with them??

For me, I know it's my mistake in the 1st place. But I'm not someone who will took a long time to think and reflect. And I hate to prolong an argument... So yeahh.. Much difference huh?? And they can even say opposites attract.. Perhaps, with much understanding, things wouldn't get any worser..

And now, ppl are telling me not to give up.. What the heck.. Cause now, I'm tired of talking and trying.. Cause I know, the more I talk, the more things could get worse.. Cause whatever that comes out from my mouth are all hypocritical bullshits..

But hell yeahhh.. Decisions r already made... Just be happy and satisfied with it okay, Mr Ex-Boyf??

And I just hope that you will find someone who is much more perfect than ME.. =)

p/s: This is my blog, so suke hati aku nak ckp apa..

buy me a Vodka @ 4:29 PM

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Mum has been 2 engrossed with tagged.. Hearing guys saying 'I love you' to her, is really irritating!!!! Kenal dgn jantan sana sini... Kiwak! Time aku single pon aku tk mcm dia sak!!

I just hate it! Pagi2 buta, da on computer.. Org nk tdo btol2 pon tk leh... Cos of her typing 'noise'..

Pagi2 aku da menyumpah... Seriously.. Fed up sak!

Kata nk close account.. Skali lepas tu ckp nk bukak account baru plak.. Sumore using my email address??!!! What the hell she's thinking..

This is really not going my way! Arrrgghh!! This month sucks! And i'm just dealing all this with myself.. Thanx to myself too..

I hate myself.. I really hate myself now.......

buy me a Vodka @ 6:39 PM

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

I feel like crying my heart out!!

I just couldn't take it anymore.. like seriously... I'm breaking down......

buy me a Vodka @ 12:16 PM

Monday, February 14, 2011

I can only see the darkness.................

buy me a Vodka @ 11:31 PM

Friday, February 4, 2011

I love you...

I miss you...

Don't worry, i'm doing fine here,even w/o u.. =)

But i'm sorry.. If ur number 2 wish wasn't granted fully.. I really can't forget u.. But i did manage to fight my own feelings to at least keep u out of my mind.. I don't really have difficulties going through the days w/o u... I'm not as lunatic as i was b4.. Sitting and crying and even don't have the appetite to eat..

But this time round, i was okay... I guess it's different this time.. Because u left me with a hope, that's everything gonna turn out just fine in the end... And also, this is good for me too.. Cause ive been clinging on to u most of the time.. So yea, now i know that i can still survive even w/o u here.. Well, they say Aquarius are independent people... =p

Just know that i'll be missing u more each day.. Hmm

I'm sorry about not being able to control my feelings.. But pls, do not ever say that u're a burden to me.. Cause u're not, and never will be a burden to me.. Never..

I love you from the start, and i'm gonna love you till the end...

buy me a Vodka @ 11:36 AM

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