You know what? They say stealing is bad. And you ‘stole’ my heart form my ex-boyf(hehehe). Well, I’m saying this proudly.
I’M GLAD THAT YOU DID THAT! Hahaha! Nah, I’m not being sarcastic okay. Just look at where we are now. In less than a week, it’s going to be our 6th monthsary. =D
Syg, we do have our own flaws. Just like what you said. But in the end, we are still able to forgive each other. I know I have said ‘sorry’ to you umpteen times, just because of my stupid silly mistakes. I can’t promise you that there won’t be any more ‘sorry-s’, but I’ll promise it will be lesser. (Ermm, I think. Hehehe. )
To me, you are a great boyf, despite your imperfections. Well, you can’t love someone perfect, but you can love that someone perfectly. Right right right? =)
Sometimes, I just don’t have all the answers to your questions. I know that I love you, but the answer to the question ‘WHY?’ doesn’t seem to be stored in my brain database system. The program can’t decrypt the message. (Sorry la. Terbawak-bawak la plak.hehehe)
And knowing the condition that you are in, makes me love you even more. Plus all the problems that you are facing now. It makes me wana stay with you, be with you whenever you need me. I just feel the need to be there for you. I couldn’t bring myself to leave you alone just like that. It pains me to see you hurt like this. At one point of time, I don’t even know if I can still be strong for you. But I don’t want you to feel guilty or that you are putting a burden on me. All I want is to give you happiness and to see you smile Syg. The more I love you, the more I’m afraid of losing you. InsyaAllah, our relationship will last long Syg.
I’m helping you sincerely. In return, you just have to love me, and make me happy(belanja mkn, movie,baju etc etc etc). =)
Like what I said earlier, u tak pernah bebankan i. selagi I mampu tolong, I akan tolong. Jangan sekali2 u cakap diri u ni tak guna ataupun membebankan diri i. I tak pernah pon complain dan niat I ikhlas nak tolong u. bukan hanya sebab I ni matair u, tapi sebab I da sayaaaannnggg sangat2 kat u. =)
(da mcm drama la plak)
Sorry ehk Syg , I didn’t really post what I’m supposed to post. Hehe..
Don’t be sad alrite. I’m only away for 6 days. Not 6 months or years. I’ll be back okay Syg. Just promise me that you will take care of yourself. And be patient aite. Do not skip meals, do not skip FYP, do not skip work, do not skip your prayers!! Ingat ehkkk. I tak tau, tapi Tuhan tau. Hehe
And pleaasssseeeeeee, do not cry soo much.. =) Dah. That’s the end of my post for you.. hehehehehe
I love you Muhammad Khairul!!! Sooo much!! Muaacckkhhzzxxx!
buy me a Vodka @ 11:25 PM
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Sorry la ehkk.. Im just craving for a sweet treat.. Hehehe! =)