buy me a Vodka @ 8:42 PM
Seriously..Wats wrong with me yesterday!!!!! I dont even know why i acted that way.. GIRLS..
Well,i am girl. Yet i dont really understand them,neither do i understand myself.Look, i dont need my menses to make me become like this. Fuck!!!!! Mad?? Yes, im mad at myself. Why am I too sensitive over NOTHING??? Plus d ego.. I duno wat wrong he had done. Which part of the sentence he typed.Which word that he said. Yea i guess its not him. Its just ME. (Gawd i need a freaking 10 tight slaps on my face!)
*Fiqah,can u pls stop being such a 'bitch'??!! You did something wrong,n u cry over it?? Isnt that stupid?? Dont u think so??*
N now im feeling bad, guilty n wronged.That will lead me to be in a no-mood state.Hence that will affect my partner. Again, SORRY... *tu je la kau tau ckp..sorry sorry sorry*
When will i change?? To have someone who loves me,ive got him. To have someone who treated me the way i wana be treated,ive got him.
*What more do u want fiqah????*
sekarang da rasa bersalah.mntk maaf berkali-kali.haizzzz N why do people always do things n afterwards they will say they dont mean it,when by right they know that they had hurt the other party?? Yar,people like ME..
da la...aku tak tau pe nk ckp lagi.. da bye arh...
"to be with you,to lovee youu, i'll just have to adapt with ur character & attitude" -Edzuan time check: 8:40pm date: 28 sep
buy me a Vodka @ 8:04 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
haizzz...i think i did quite badly siaaa for my test..hmmm.. *muke sedih* I got an E for programming.N i got only one B. The rest are Cs. How Pathetic =((
But NO!!!! hahaha... dat was just for my UT 3 Test grade...hehe... *aku pon tertipu jgk.being d blur sotong girl..hehe*
last week,i checked the results in LEO.but i didnt notice that there is the module result below the Test result.Seeing that i got an E,i was hrmmm..mcm kecewa la kononnyer. However just now i met Aidil.N he told me to see the module grade.NOT the UT3 Test grade.haha
N yeaa..i was delighted!! Happy tk terkata youuuu...hehe.. the 1st thing i did was to smile,jump up n down mcm org giler. d 2nd thing was to call my sayaang..hehe...den after that aru la aku blng mak aku..haha
aku happy dgn result aku..seriously..although there is no A..Syukur Alhamdulillah i pass all my module with 2Bs,2C+s and 1C *smile wide wide*
okok..i wana start my story telling ni...*smileee* hmm..lets start of with the movie first ok? ok tak ok ni?? aku jotos kang! =p
okok..so today,i went out with raudhah,sayaang n raudhah's fren to watch Phobia 2. My sayaang's choice anw. Since he got a free tix kan.N he said that d movie seems quite good(ader adegan2 yg mengejutkan). As usual,i wouldnt understand a single thing watching this kind of movie..(biaser la..kater afiqah..SOTONG PKAI SPECS)
Orang terpekik,aku pon terkejut.But in some parts of the movie,i tell u,its grossss. imagine u are having a good bath in a pool of blood with many many many eyeballssss. n when u squeezed the eyeball,it will squirt out some yellowish/greenish liquid..=D
*err,that part aku memain jek.tkde dlm plot story pon*
the movie actually have 5 parts if im not wrong.each have their own story.the best part however,was d last one. In The End. I had a good laugh at it. haha.
*action! speed!(say it with suara terkepit n as if u r saying d word 'sepit'.as in sepit baju.u know??)*
haha..yes,it has a very good twist. u guys should watch it. *ntah brape org je la yg bace blog aku ni*
so itu yg wat telah happen in d day..n bile matahari da terbenam, kire da mlm la tu.. ade sdare2 aku dtg nk beraya..ade la dlm 25 or less ppl..tk ramai tuu..=p so my dad bought murtabak(wonder whos favourite) n dorg pon menikmatinyer dgn selera..n sambil2 tu,we watched Zombi Kampung Pisang.
*No more love.Forever n ever.Until when when*
n after dat,bersalam salaman..*naik alik saham aku..heheh* k da tu je cite pendek aku.moral of d story pon tkde..BBB..=)
I had a great day today! althought it start of with a bit of %#%$^%...well u cant expect ur everyday life to be all soooooo perfecttt rite???
so this is wat happen la... d plan was to go cwp with sayaang to collect something.. n afterwards we went to ziarah my due pupu at hospital.. n lastly wen to my aunt's place..
however,sumting happen in d morning..
aku kol kol kol,tak angkat2..aku msg msg msg pon tak reply.. *am talking bout matair aku*
im not mad/angry..but im FUCKING WORRRRRIIIEDDDD... mane la tau ade ape2 ke terjdi kat die..cos usually kalau die tdo pon,aku kol,die terbangun..
but at last he called..i feel sooo relief tauuu..hehe n so d plan changed..tk jdi g cwp..straight away go hospital.. n after dat,he beraya at my house =)
smpai rumah jek,die solat magrib *alhamdulillah*.... hehe...den tunggu isyak skali.. n after dat,we had our dinner together.. not forgetting he helped me washed d dishes..hehe.. i already like mandikan tu pinggan2 dgn sabun,n he kepo2 kat sebelah.. *arh nah amek la..g cucikan k* hahahaha bf aku ni mmg ringan tangan.. *ringan tangan means helpful* den after dat we talk2.. n i showed him my baby photo album..=) den da gedebak gedebuk kan,die pon angkat kaki...*angkat kaki means go off* hehehehe
k la..dats all citer aku for today... *wave goodbye*
i never thought that making a blog would be such a hassle..haha.. thnx to my adik la kan..i just choose d blogskin..n the rest was her job.. *aku cume nk post2 bnde jer..hehe*
well,this is my 1st time blogging..i supposed so..(ingat2 mcm da pena uat,tpi da jdi jeruk da tu blog)
so since ni 1st post aku kan..hmm..tkde bnde sgt la aku nk cite pon..haha.. jmp esok je la yer..