Sometimes, it's not always about you. No matter how sad you are, you still got to think of the other party's feelings. In this case, ive neglect his feelings. All i could think of was how angry i was towards her. Its not just angry. But at that moment i was like totally down. Yes, i know he was always there for me. Maybe he's right. Im too obsessed with it. Im sorry...
Yes, i do regret it a lot. Frankly, i feel like ive been torn apart. There were some who advise me. Thanx a lot for the support. But nobody will ever understand my feelings. They may had gone thru this. But hell no, what im feeling is different from what they had experienced. And some can even gave a stupid 'advice' or should i say a stupid remark! If you're reading this, I'm sorry.. Im not boasting but i know he wont ever think about that one particular thing at this moment. He's not like any other guy ive known!
2 days without him texting me makes me feel soooo restless. Of cos i do still care about him. But right now, he needs time. So yeaaa.. Im trying my hard not to text him. I just dont wana try too hard. Afraid that he might drifted even further away from me.
I just duno whats running in his mind right now. What if this is too much for him and yea he fall sick? Of cos im worried!
And there are soo many different emotions in me now. I really hope he could give this relationship another chance to move on. Im still hoping. Hoping for the best.
I want to be there for him, and i want him to be here for me too. Doing things on my own really sucks. I know ive got to be strong. But being strong doesnt mean im over it. Because i wont.
I'm gona wake up each day, hoping that he will come back to me and that i can prove to him that i do really love him.
Words are just promises,actions are the proof. And I'll show it to him..
