I really don't feel good.. This bloody tears wont stop coming out.. I feel soooooooo miserable right now... Ive been keeping too much sadness and hatred within me... Is this the result of keeping them too long??
How i wish that all this problem would go away.. But no,they keep coming. I never though that being in love is soo complicated.
The situation really sucks!
This is the most hurtful thing that has ever happen to me. And i just duno how strong must i be. I'm such an emotional girl. And as im typing this,tears just keep rolling down my cheeks.I swear.
I feel like shouting but nothing came out.
And when im mad or my mind's not on the right track, i tend to say something stupid which hurts him. I duno how many times ive said sorry. How am i supposed to pick myself up now??
Please, i really want all this to stop.
Dear Allah, please give me the strength and guidance for me to move on......
